Learning the Hard Way

A note on where I've been.

Hi. It’s been a while. How have you been? Are you good? 

I have been -- not so good. It’s confusing to be a person who processes things by writing them down, since I know that by sharing the process, the thing I need to process no longer belongs only to me. It starts to belong a little bit to everyone else. And then maybe I won’t be able to fully process it.